Its been so long since I updated my journal. Lately I have been living in the 7th layer of Hell. My car got towed and its not worth all the money it would be if I got everything squared away. Its rainy season in Key West and I am on a scooter, with my 4 year old. I wrecked said scooter last Friday and I have the road rash to prove it. My knee still hasn't recovered. I am still single, big surprise there, and I have gay men that are developing crushes on me but would never do anything about it. After all, they are GAY! So the ones that are into me are GAY! and the ones that should be showing interest DON'T! I mean I love my gay friends, but I don't want gay men to be into me like that. I just want the friendship. Then there is the whole court shit I have to deal with that comes with the car. Then there is my kid. My beautiful little girl, that I love, but I am having many, many, many issues. I have entertained thoughts of running away. I am just not cut out for raising a kid on my own. I need a break sometimes. When it takes me an hour and a half to get my ass out of bed crying of frustration, I know something is going to break. I just hope its not me. She NEVER listens to me. How hard is it to just do what your told. Why do I have to ask her to do the simplest things a hundred times and then she talks back asking why? Its so messed up. There were things that I didn't want to do as a kid but in the end they always got done. I never copped an attitude like that with my Mom. Then again my Mom is stupid and stubborn to boot. Unhealthy combination. I am frustrated with my job and have been looking for something better for some time now. They hired a server, yes a server to be the Human Resource Coordinator! A fucking server! After I was discouraged by HR to not apply. I could just scream!
Then there is this whole LJ thing that has been going on. I have an insane journal account under Nussy_Malfoy, but there is not an easy solution when there are people scattering like someone jumped in the campfire and the embers are flying all over. Its a bummer because there are all of my favs are all on all different sites and I can't keep up.
That's all for this rant guys. Feel free to bitch me out and complain all you like. I love a good bitch fest and lets see who can bitch the best.